A Season of Waiting
It feels a little different to start talking about my life in a more "private" setting...really only to those of you who wanted in. And it's not like my life is even remotely interesting, but I think I might actually enjoy having this private space to you, to me......to us.
If I can be honest, the last month or so has felt like such a whirlwind for me. Funny enough, I'll be talking about Seasons on my podcast next week, but the season I'm currently in is a season of...
I'm waiting for our house to be finished and don't yet know the date.
I'm waiting to have kids of my own.
I'm waiting for my "big break" in business.
I'm waiting for 2020 to announce a huge secret project I'm working on.
...and if I can be honest, waiting for me is SO HARD.
Two days ago, I took the paid Clifton Strengths personality test, and to no surprise, my top strength was FUTURISTIC.
I tend to only look forward. I honestly have never been the type of person to look back. As you can imagine, it's a good trait to have when you're setting goals and you can see them come to fruition...but it is an incredibly hard trait to have when you can see the goals you have for your life and none of them are happening yet.
And I have to believe that they are "yet" to come. That my super secret project I'm working on will be a success. That one day I will be able to have kids of my own. That my business will experience it's "big break". That Frank and I will be financially free.
So, I'm not really sure how I want to end this letter. But I hope that whatever season of life you're in right now, you can find hope in it...after all, seasons don't last forever.
"For I am about to do something new. See, I have already begun! Do you not see it? I will make a pathway through the wilderness, I will create rivers in dry wasteland."
Until next week!